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new xanga.
http://www.xanga.com/nothingbutporcelain
please talk to me on there.
i'll be deleting this in a week or so. 
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And I think of you on cold winter mornings
Darling, they remind me of when we were at school
Nothing really mattered when you called out my name
Infact, nothing really mattered at all
5'8"
CW: 118.5
BMI: 18.0
I don't know if I'm really coming back but I know I've missed everyone so much. I'm still a fatass but I'm not very good at fasting anymore. I need to get back on track though and I know that, especially since summer is coming. I know when I go to college I'll end up starving again because I won't have anyone around me stopping me. It's sad but the two things I'm looking forward to at college is the new gym they put in and the fact that I'll be able to starve every day and get down to 100 pounds. Pretty pathetic.
I already had a poptart this morning, so disgusting. I've been doing really great with working out though. Every week I work out at least 6 times. I only take a day off if it's absolutely necessary. On Friday I even did an hour, yay!
I know I want to come back even if I'm not posting my intake every day. I just miss everyone and this site so much. I'll post some recent pics of me in another entry and post pics of Nicole on here.
intake:
b-poptart yuck 200k
l-mocha light frap 140k
d-tba
workout:
-1 hour eliptical -1000k it says but this is doubtful
 
old but perfect <3
for pics of me look below
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December killed the best of me.
and i just called and i just wrote to say goodbye.
cuz i'm afraid when the snow clears
there won't be much left of me.
December killed the best of me Guess what? I'm back! I know it's crazy. I'm not even 115 pounds. Honestly I have no clue how much I weigh. I just woke up this morning and realized I can't let myself keep eating all this shit every day. I'll probably come back to ana for like a week or two then leave again but oh well. Right now this feels like the right thing to do so I'm going to do it. My plan is to have a small bowl of special K every morning with organic skim milk and a diet pill of some sort then skip lunch and have a tiny dinner with my parents since I have to. I'll work out every day unless I have something major I need to do. By working out I mean at least 30 minutes on the eliptical, walking my dog for about 10-15 mins, and doing 200 crunches. I hope I can stick to this plan, it seems realistic. I'm going to post some cool pictures I've found recently and some old pics of MK. I think I'll also post a few pictures of me that I've taken recently. intake:
b- special k + organic skim milk [200k at the most]
l- nothing
d- tba
s- gatorade throughout the afternoon to keep me from eating [?k] output:
-30 mins eliptical [-510k]
-10 mins walking dog 
 
 
Me: 
question: what diet pills are good?
i need to buy some.
i used to take stacker 2's but i want to try something new. |
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